I don’t even know what I’m doing here

• Okay so there’s this thing that happens sometimes where people interact with me a lot or message me or like my personal posts a lot and eventually I give up and follow them out of guilt
• but I have realized that this is 95% of the time a bad idea and ultimately I will end up blacklisting their URLs for fear of the fact that they will feel bad if I actually unfollow them
• and then one day I work up the courage and click unfollow and hope super hard that they aren’t upset about it
• essentially I’ve been getting more and more picky about the people that I’ll follow back because having someone on my dashboard who I don’t want to be there genuinely causes me anxiety
• so please don’t feel bad if I don’t follow you back even if we interact, I’m sorry, I am just mentally precarious and need a very specific dashboard.